Oh some things just make me so happy

I am craving non-human friendships. I had mostly non-human friendships growing up on a secluded rural farm and now I don't have many. It's always been strange for me. I think I expect people to be as real and caring and simple and honestly aggressive as animals and when they are all civilized and fucked up, I get confused. I think I will spend the whole weekend hanging out in the woods with my mom's boxer, Sam. Maybe learn some bird songs.