Have a wonderful trip. Be your center. As for your beautiful friend...I don't hope she Beats it...I hope she drives the daemon far away from her, never to return. At the moment I'm thinking about this because my mother (a distant woman from whom I have made my own distances) is in her last day or days. And while I wait for that sense of psychic velcro being pulled away from me so that her ship can sail free (as it did when my brother passed from this life), I'm astruggle again with the facing of endings: of love, of ages, of phases, of lives...but in each we play ping-pong with the fear of moving on and--in my case, at least--finding too little of the joy of the traverse. Somewhere after acceptance must come some joy. Like Dylan sang...nothin' really changes much, it's doom alone that counts. Maybe that's not as profound as I've found it in the past, but it's got a hook. And that's what sells product to doofuses like moi. Love ya from afar, kid.
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Have a wonderful trip.
Be your center.
As for your beautiful friend...I don't hope she Beats it...I hope she drives the daemon far away from her, never to return.
At the moment I'm thinking about this because my mother (a distant woman from whom I have made my own distances) is in her last day or days. And while I wait for that sense of psychic velcro being pulled away from me so that her ship can sail free (as it did when my brother passed from this life), I'm astruggle again with the facing of endings: of love, of ages, of phases, of lives...but in each we play ping-pong with the fear of moving on and--in my case, at least--finding too little of the joy of the traverse.
Somewhere after acceptance must come some joy.
Like Dylan sang...nothin' really changes much, it's doom alone that counts.
Maybe that's not as profound as I've found it in the past, but it's got a hook.
And that's what sells product to doofuses like moi.
Love ya from afar, kid.
A farm girl through and through.....I LOVE IT!!!!! Don't forget your little John Deere tractor I gave you. You'll need it. :)
love ya too, doc. i am here for you. thank you for being present for me.
m, :):) of course. i will send you a postcard.
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